YOU ARE

You are my “Good Morning”.

You are my “Good Noon”.

You are my “Good Afternoon”.

You are my “Good Evening”.

You are my “Good Night”.

You are my “Sweet Dreams”.

You are my Good Day everyday.

You are my “Hi”.

You are my “Hello”.

You are my “How are you?”.

You are my “I’m fine”.

You are my “What you’re doing?”.

You are my “Where are you?”.

You are my “Ich Bin Wieder Da”.

You are my “Impossible”.

You are my “You and Me”.

You are my “Moments to share”.

You are my “Wings”.

You are my “Destiny”.

You are present because I’m present.

You were formed because I’m formed.

You are alive because I’m alive.

You are there to be here and I am here to be there.

You are there to watch and I am here to reveal.

You are my ” Once Upon A Time Love was Shared”.

You are my “They Live Happily Ever After”.

Hugs and kisses to You my love.

No sweet choco can outmatch your sweetness.

You’re my dearest , my dearest treasure.

I am always here for you!

I HAVE LOVED YOU

I have loved you with love and prayers in my heart.

I have loved you with faith and trust.

I have loved you with joy and excitement.

I have loved you with truth and love.

You came to me like a star eager to brighten my pale life with your shining light and flaming love. 

I enjoyed your presence as you keep on lighting my heart that supposed to dissolve quickly in the darkest path to my grave.

You came just the right time to uplift me, giving me courage and inspiration. 

Your words and voice are like an electric current that run excitedly inside my nerves , burning to ask for more.

You are not a disaster to me but a blessing in disguise. 

An accident that I want to be with until the end of times.

Whatever the cost, whatever the pains, whatever the sufferings, whatever the trials, I will endure it for you just to make this love lasts and say hello to forevermore.

I have planted your love in the most fertile land.

It will grow everyday, nortured with love and care.

It will not dry for I will always water it.

It will be the most loved love of all.

This fertile land is my caring heart that survives to beat for you.

And this fertile land will always welcome you.

I will guard it with the most sturdy fence and secure it with the best lock.

You are forever my unexpected blessing . 

A blessing that I thought it will never bump in my mysterious road but it did.

So here I am telling you, you are safe in my heart safer than living in  a luxurious life.

For in my world, you are the king that rules in all.

A king that will never falter in all you do for your light will be united with the Eternal Light.

The True Light that chooses whom to shine brightly and strongly while walking in the darkest road.

Sending wisdom, bearing good fruits, spreading True Love.

I have loved you with freedom and eagerness.

I have loved you with strength and power. 

I have loved you with mercy and justice.

I have loved you with all my heart.

We are not the producer of our own love story .

We are the characters that were carefully chosen to give birth to a new love.

The love that may had happened in a very very long period of time, searching back again to revive the souls in this modern era full of chaos and disasters.

You colored my world as I painted your world differently .

Magnificent, rare gems crushed together, forged, welded, tied by the Greatest Power to form an extraordinary united heart that reigns.

I have loved you , you have loved me.

We need not search each other.

It’s the King of love that will bind us together.
  

The Life They Have

When things go well, I remember the Lord for His goodness. When things go wrong, I remember the Lord His Mercy.

Traveling in this road the Lord had put me was more difficult than my other journeys. He had set me in a place where I need to do the job of people who were making everything they could in their own field just to survive. He let me see how these people suffered so much from all the difficulties of life that’s not in their favor. They lived yet have to carry unbearable loads just to satisfy their hunger and generally cannot complain ‘coz humans cannot hear them truly from their hearts. Some may have fields of their own, some were just working for it but it did not give them a better life. When you see them, they’re people who look like they were abandoned from the goodness of eating and living in lavish luxurious life.

People living in the mountains, away from town center, away from city busy life, away from modern technology, away from socialization, away from educations, were the people I spent some of my time in this journey. I felt their pains and heartaches. Just a little amount of money is like a gold to them which some politicians took advantage of , of their nothingness by buying their votes because they knew those people will truly grab the opportunity of receiving the money without knowing what life will bring them afterwards, suffering for many years.

Yet they still managed to survive from the bitterness of their lives. The Lord made me walked with them, talked with them, laughed with them, shared thoughts with them. They have different versions of their existence , their very poor life. How can a family live a healthy life with 200 to 400 pesos a week? And some of these still have to share with their partners in doing the job as a farmer, as a worker, as a caretaker or other tasks in similar fields. Only the Lord knows how to help them.

At one glance, you may think that life’s sooo unfair but I still saw the Lord’s goodness in them eventhough they live a very poor life. The Lord made a way for them , gave them life and gave them free food. Food that can be gathered anywhere in the land so they still can survive. Sometimes I want to get angry to them when they trespassed in our private land for their animals to feed the grass, some even had stolen fruits from our fruit trees and some squatted but I can’t. I pity on them the way this world has treated them. I wanted to help them too by offering full time jobs in cleaning the field but I can’t also. All I can do is pray to our Lord that one day the world will turn around and will give them a better life.

Farming is a very interesting, exciting career. Seeing your fields bear good fruits, overflowing harvest, healthy livestock is a very joyful relaxing life but in this county I live, we don’t have the capacity to make it like other advance countries have. We need a Leader that truly loves his countrymen, judge fairly , love righteousness and only the Heavenly Father can give that to us from His Merciful Throne. 

I understand why My King had put me in this tasks. Task that I did not choose as my education. To let me see what’s happening to people who have been forgotten yet they still managed to smile with their hard life. They learned to be satisfied on what they have even to the point that hunger is their bestfriend. Some have been misled by superstitious belief and some just let their life become easy by accepting what they are and who they are.

I heard their different sighs. I felt their pains and complaints. They’re fun to talk with even when talking about their problems. They just blended it with jokes and forget the hardships. I easily adapted  their language and had mingled them without regret. I considered it as a more treasured moment of my life spending a little time with them than sitting in the office staring the computer . 

I admire their strength under the heat of the sun eventhough they lack food, no vitamins, no proper gadgets but they can withstand for many hours and their skills in making little things even without education like carving and other creations. They have their own way in surviving their difficult life and I was amazed some of it.

Life can be sooo hard.
Life can be easy.
Life can be good.
Life can be bad.

But above all these, there’s life that leads the way to a better life if we surrender our all to Him, our Lord Almighty who promised us abundance that will never fade. I chose Him as my boss everyday ‘coz He knew me more than I do in my life. It may be different from other life that other people chose but I’m confidently sure that this is the way to the treasured Life I seek. Eternal Life, True Love, Right Way, Joful heart, mind and soul.

    

The HEART that holds Me

It is the heart that saves. A sea of love who fills each cup everyday to bring life and blessings.

It’s size cannot be measured on how great it is for it has infinite distance, width, length and height able to hold different hearts no matter what number it is.

It gives shelter to those who ran to it for help and protection. It knows what to do in each situation that will occur. It listens to truth and upright reasons. It’s aim is love like no other, no boundaries, no limits.

It’s often rejected by this world but it keeps on reminding to those who even do not know its importance. The greatness of this Heart is what I adore. I ran to it everyday as my refuge and my comfort. It taught me new wonderful loving works.

As I stayed in this Heart, I found true joy and true life.  When my heart beats as one in this Heart that holds me , my blemishes since I was born were overtaken by its pureness and truth, great love and strength.

It’s generosity in giving me what I need in my life for all time made me see the true beauty of this Heart that holds me, disguises as nothing but deep inside it, it has all the answers to the questions of this world. Wisdom work and walk hand in hand with this Heart.

I stayed in this Loving Heart and tried to know Him more. As years passed   by, I found out in this Heart that boldness with trust in facing life comes from Him. This Heart molded my heart with strength and let it stay in Him forever, beating as One loving couple.

I love to share this Heart that holds me in this world. It is the “Heart of Jesus” who has all the Knowledge in breaking all the hidden barriers and wickedness that destroys peace, love and unity. It judges righteously and it’s actions are for the good of His people.
  

My Munificent Chum

Through the eyes and heart of this very special chum I have an opportunity to experience art and music, design and product making, creativity and crafts, writing and composing, visualization and interpretation, photography and photoshop, dancing and singing,praise  and worship. Fascinating…. he made me smile, made me weep, made me sweet, made me immensely real, he made me extraordinary.

Through him I become even more sensitive to the air around me, love and romance, frolicsome and excitement, warm and emotional, rhapsody and sober praise, intriguing characters and mysterious places, war and chaos, peace and calmness, unity and equality, tenderness and understanding, echelon and supremacy.  He weaved my life like a story that holds the readers attention to the book’s last paragraph…. breathtaking! He taught me all aspects of human spirit , how I should behave in sorrow and joy, love and affection , excitement and eagerness with several comforting lessons on praying, loving, friendship and family ties. I learned from him the sense of contentment that flows from affection.

How munificent is he! Though sitting in the highest rank of this world  and in heaven, he humbly came down to this ordinary woman and unselfishly gave all those learnings I just had received from him, the secrets of wisdom and knowledge, a different kind of gift that only him can provide. As I impel to know him more , he enlivens all my activities asking me nothing in return.

To recapitulate it all in a succinct conspicuous feature of his generosity to me and to all, he is a consummate example of a King that truly loves his people no matter how small and frivolous thay are in the society. Dying for our sins to save us from the bamboozling works of the false kingdom is not just a complete generosity but a consummate love as well. People often want to receive the kind of blessings they have in mind  but have forgotten the real gift that they should acquire , an inexhaustible treasure they can carry for eternity,  my blessed munificent chum Jesus. 

Through him, I discovered cache mysteries with haste inside me to know it more in eon. As man does ephemeral designs and inventions as a replica of attaining joy and love , my munificent chum designs eternal blessings fitted in each one of us, freely given without hesitation. He cares so much about our true enjoyment that leads to true life which the murk keeps on stealing so as to retrogress us from coming to the light that shines forever.

The brunt of his munificence is huge and brilliant. It changes lives from pale to glistening, delightful scenes with a better understanding of the cycles of life.  The story he made for me is not just a tale which I thought it only existed in books written and imagined by a single human author weaved one by one to form a single story that remains only in paper pages not in reality but it is a story that exudes series of real life events unknown to me with real characters of good and villain people that surround me. What I love about it is that my humble chum gladly walks with me as I waddle the path my Creator opted for me.

Sometimes I am obstreperous, fractious, frantic, obstinate, effete,  palavering baloney, blubber when sad, guffaw when super happy, inane, frisky, shrewd, erratic, catty, goofy, obsequious or more but my precious chum loves me more than I love myself. He just fondled me, so sweet like a muscatel that is worthy to be quaffed  in every special moment of my life giving me equanimity in my spirit. His love is balmy and his generosity is like a rhododendron in an exquisite garden that is comely giving so much joy  to my eyes as I watched it, to my hands as I received, to my life as I encountered it.

Being with my trustworthy chum Jesus Christ, I have everything in my ordinary life. Even the prettiest diamond cannot outshine its light for all the sparkling, glittering, shimmering spirits are already in this light. The beauty that is within me just calmly  comes out shining it through all the way to the finish line.

Thanks to my munificent chum! I will never ever replace him with any other for in him I found eveything I need.

  

PARAMOUNT LOVE

LOVE! The ” bravest  and courageous ” word I found in all the stories I heard,  books I read , all movies I watched  and all actions I’ve seen.

Without love , men and women can’t gloriously fulfill its bravery towards doing anything, homespun or hard, vital or not, dangerous or safe, blissful or bleak. In every scene there is love that links disparate actions. Without it , all are in great chaos and havoc. 
There are different tableaux of love that are obscure or lucid in any milieu. To name the few, there is mendacious love that turns into mellifluous love. Dubious love with conflagration effectual to both opposite genders. Blatant love that is considered nefarious by others, a frantic amour that connotes what love can do. Staunch love confieded and bedecked with calmness and romantic display of feelings teemed of blithe, beatific moments is the love most people want. A flippant and flimsy love from the start that is in need of zest and mettle for the love to grow further and intimate is another graphic description of how love can change the present condition of a pallid relationship or situation. Untimely love that often  produces a more manful effort to accept and scour what has arrived making crux changed into facile. Love with hubris may lead people amiss but love with scrawny pride may still give the people a chance to be saved in destruction. 

The temerity of all these actions comes from “love”. What you love to do or love to choose reflects what kind of person you are. How you came to this world and brought up. You may be dealing a wrong kind of love or the good one, all work together hand in hand. 

Out of all these given examples of “love” , its effect, emphasis and impact to everybody living in this world, there is One Love that is superior to all. This ” Great Love”binds  all kinds of love that humans know and it excells in its own way. The Love that grows deeply, unfading, strong and always victorious. Euphonious when heard and remarkably trustworthy. It is vibrant and glints from top to bottom, from bottom to top. 

This “LOVE” offers love in an exorbitant manner where local powers that ruin souls in all corners of this world are easily conquered. I consider this love as a poweful zeitgeist that can scratch out all unwanted, false, deceiving kind of love bringing the world to a more peaceful and liveable place to stay and explore. This “Paramount Love” exists before us showing magnificent work of a loving Creator that designed its creations in congruence of Him. 

Aspiring to be connected in this love drives away all fears of sudden hullabaloo for it has the power to defend, protect, shield and avenge. No matter how gigantic a problem that took place in each person, city , country or nation, redemption can be found  in this love. 

It is Our Heavenly Father’s Love, a paramount love that loves equality, peace and unity. Our hope for  a better future.
  

From Humiliation to Jubilation

As we play a different role in this ubiquitous world in different stages of time, year and era, it is necessary to come to a common understanding of what constitute a joyful life. Each has different perspective on how it was achieved by their own analyses in living a life that leads to great joy . 

Some may think the way other people express their joy is the kind of pale, lousy moments that some don’t want to remember or as part of a happy life.  There are also people who were looking back to their past and found the greatest joy they had achieved as they moved forward for the future. Many reached their jubilation through traveling in different countries, visiting landmarks , exploring areas that are both famous and not, experiencing the different lifestyle of different beautiful countries with their respective unique and busy cities. Others found great joy in work accomplishments. Well done, great job, excellent work, great inventions, unique ideas made into reality or just by sitting in the corner reading, helping other helpless people  and enjoying different avocations. To a certain extent , each jubilation is personal. As it is being done, it is laden with meaning and makes an important pellucid contribution to one’s life and its impact to the world.

In my case , the way I analyze my own jubilation , inevitably reflects who I am and includes my personal background, my different experiences little or great in dealing my life and my intense interest on how to live a true joyful life with great love that can enrich the world. Most of my beautiful moments that I treasured presently began with great humiliation , unforgettable embarassing events that took place in each step I made in walking my journey with Our Father in heaven as my light and guide. But presently in this real world, having established a working definition of achieving jubilation , an explanation for the focus upon joy exposed by living naturally with less possession is simple . Where joyful feelings are  not naturally expressed but concealed, maybe hidden within an empty heart by losing someone, screened by anxiety  in facing life or dressed with great things to have and must have, it possess very limited opportunities to enrich a better life. In these situations , where joy must rely on other people, other devices and elements for its range of happiness, any simple living natural expression of jubilation remain latent. Life cannot be read as jubilant.  

But for me, I found my great joy right inside my heart , not concealed or adorned with luxurious     things to have but by simply knowing and feeling what I love to do. Every time I sat on a chair feeling the love and presence of our Creator , I felt a different joy that cannot be explained. It is a joy where I can express and expose it naturally with my present surroundings, in any place I may be without any other things in my hand , without any obstacles and fear in facing it , without any other person beside me but just me and myself of what is inside me.  It is a joy where I don’t have to work hard just to have it  but a joy that is already present in me , in my heart, in my mind and in my soul that no one can ever steal or change the way it expresses true life. It is the LOVE of our Heavenly Father that gives me the opportunity to live and understand  life with jubilation. The World may not accept it as the way of living a joyful life due to the fact that it consists of many difficulties, trials, hardships, humiliation, embarassments and  it may be a jest to different people but by carrying it with confidence, trust, love , faith and able to defeat it after passing in my life , the great joy  that awaits me is there ready to take my hand and leads me to the road of a better life. Decisions regarding the extent to which life should be expressed  by achieving happiness through simplicity and contentment of what was given naturally by our Heavenly Father are best felt and seen after it has been experienced with great success , then revisiting on how it has given impact to my present life and asking whether or not it has enhanced me is better than possessing richess that will just fade away , giving false joy  that leads to death.

True jubilation can therefore be achieved only by receiving the kind of life that our Father in heaven wants us to have , giving us true life with happiness that was not made up but happiness that is already present inside us, inside our hearts, giving us no worries on what is to come but gladly waiting with great excitement  for it to happen.